Memories...

It's been a long time since I played CS in cybercafes... missed the old times where I kill, snipe and *yeah* knifed...

The time in Taylor's was memorable, after classes I would go to the nearby cybercafes to shoot people, and every game there's about 20 people who joined...

But, that's not the real fun of it...

The real purpose I had was to make friends who shared the same fun as I do. Back then I had much more enemies than friends (wasn't popular at that time, i guess)... I couldn't find anything that I had in common with other people those days. Talking about materialistic life, such as owning several handphones, driving a car, going out with in gangs to various places, wasn't my type of game. And there were a lot of things which I do not have the knowledge on. As I failed to meet up with those requirements (maybe), I was being ignored and squeezed out from the community in my very own class... quite ironic...

That's why I ended up in the cybercafes during that time, even though it means I have to waste a lot of money. But through that kind of place I learned a lot of skills, reflexes through training and also friendship within the players.

Cons? Sure, I sort of got addicted. I hanged out in cybercafes more than restaurants. I don't have much pocket money but I do my best to save them for the trips, or if I don't then I just go there, take a look at the players playing.

How pathetic my life at that time looks like, but I truly enjoyed it. There were invaluable things that I acquired which most people can't see it. I got to admit by now, I missed that kind of life, even though I have a better life now compared to that time. Freedom. Friends. The laughters. The joy of doing tricks to get "oo"s and "ah"s. And the people I used to know so well. I missed them so much now.

Maybe I will return to that place one day. To show that a once legendary player (or knifer, rather) has not lose his interests. To show that how much I grew since I left that place. Yes, I shall make a comeback. Soon.