Becareful Now...

Weather's getting tricky here, and now more & more of my family members (and friends too) had fallen sick.

Me? Well I've recovered 90% but my mind's troubled nowadays, espacially when it's in May and it's in the holidays and I'm feeling more & more useless. Time to pack up some of my mood now. I need to revive my own old self, before I fall furthur into the Abyss of Doom. And I seek Forgiveness, Will & Courage, which I'm lacking now. And most of the time, I have been lying to my own self, with prayers and false hopes. And I mustn't continue doing so.

Well, as soon as after I get a couple of things sorted out, I'll try my best to make the next step. No matter what or how, I have to face what's in front of me, sooner or later.