Taking A Dump Of Thoughts - Expectations

Swing and swing, and in a blink, it's been 25 days since I last blogged. Time to crap some thoughts.

And being 20+, people around me start to expect me to do this, expect me to do that, expect me to do what-and-what. And I hate to meet up with those external expectations, because it's just not me. I enjoy being myself right now as a twenty-ager, and I hate to meet up with those kind of external expectations because I prefer to be honest to myself.

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List of expectations on me :-

(1) Girlfriend

Countless times have I been thrown the question that has been pelt at every male who has been assumed as an adult. To all the uncle, auntie and the small little brats who don't even know what 'love' is - can you guys just give me a break ???

This is something that I prefer to take it a little slowly and adding to it, I haven't met up with 'The One' yet, so quit bugging me by comparing me and who-and-who of the same age who's going to get married next month !

(2) Job

Another annoying question/proposal to take from the surrounding people. No, seriously I don't want that job, even if it's overseas and the pay's high. I'd rather be working as a pump attendant than to crap at a job that I don't even like from the start. Or something that doesn't stop me from going online, preferably.

(3) Personality

Regarding this, even I myself isn't quite sure about it. Probably my fault for always keeping that 'good guy' image to most of the people who are not close to me, because what I get is people treat me like a naive person who lives in Butterflyland and dance with fairies. I have to balance myself out by letting the demon inside my darkness laugh at the ignorance of those people who only saw the 'good' side of me.

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CUT. I'm not the people's kind of people, OK? I have my own set of thinking, and my own life to lead. If I were to lead someone else's life, might as well I go and change my name to that person's name to make things look neater.

For the very least, inside deep of my heart, I want to make a name out of myself, though of course a good one. So people, quit comparing me with others or I will personally change my major to Law and sue you guys for wrongly accusing me as something.