Disaster In SE Asia

Heavy earthquake occured in Indonesia, and various parts in SE Asia has been affected by tsunamis. I was also grief about what happened to the victims, even though I didn't show it obviously and properly. So I got inspired and wrote this instead:

Waves took my tears away - Kaizer

Sorrow cuts through my heart
Like the cold wind that cuts the air
The sky was dull with the sea of grey
And my tears have been taken by the waves

Shocked and surprised I had been
Never meant to see it coming
But it came swift and silent
like the waves that took my tears away

I tried to live on with it
Tried to forgive but not to forget
But no matter how much I resisted
The pain still remains

To the places all I've been
To the times where I've been through
These sad memories I had will never rest
like the waves that took my tears away

- End -

Well, I tried my best to write it out, to express what I felt about the disaster... I hope that all the victims can recover soon...

Life's a bit bored... and tiring... and sick...

The 3rd semester started last week, and from the start until now I only managed to post up 1 post excluding this 1 (obviously the one below... this makes the previous sentence I wrote sounds meaningless...). Now I'm sort of in a crevasse of my life...

From the last weekend until now I'm feelin like a sick bored fella... I went to KLCC that Sunday afternoon, and I'm not the type where I would actually stop by to take a long, long look (not my habit, I only do that when I really want to buy some clothes)... so within 30 minutes I finished strolling over the 5 floors while my mum, younger sis and bro went to some shop at the ground floor and my dad, well, let's just say he went to do some mystery shopping...

While on the stroll I only took quick glances on the merchandise displayed on the windows, and thoughts just got in my mind (I daydream the most when I'm totally bored...). I start to think... since I'm here and I can't buy anythin, might as well after this I go out to the garden (KLCC has a garden... and I dunno why they want to build such a garden that's surrounded by tall buildings, lousy traffic and yeah, construction yards...)

So I told my mum I'm goin out there, and really I took a real tour around the garden (wif a lot of thoughts jamming in my mind as usual...) and until the end of the tour, my dad had already finish his business and we are about to leave to the next destination... (Thean Hou temple and then Mid-Valley for another mystery-shoppin, then only I return to my campus and my beloved comp =P)

Then the next day (which was yesterday...) was a tiring day... 6 hours of class all lectures, really bored me out...) during the day and a dance lesson at night ( I had to train the dance so I can teach the camp members during the upcoming camp at 7th-9th January 2004... oops, 2005)... Internet's a bit laggy and I'm tired of waiting... and I think I'm starting to get sick, inflammation in the throat... =(

i think I'm too tired now, I just looked back at what I wrote and I think that what I wrote here is just mere bragging about my life and nothing else that's meaningful... I think after tonight's meeting I will just hit the sack, rest and nothing else...

Too Quiet ? Nah, 'Cause I Returned Again !!!

Judging by my absence of few days, you guys might have known that I'm too busy to write a new post... and adding in poor network connections and stupid private affairs, and now my head is gonna blow...

My lessons are going quite OK (though sometimes I am not concentrating and still got a lot to catch up), and the lessons were arranged at 9am, so I don't have to fear for the 8am's (NOOOO !!! I'M LATE AGAIN !!!). And about clubs affair, the DSG Camp's moving nearer and nearer now, and yet I still haven't make much progress, and hopefully I can complete my task ASAP. And about personal affairs... hm... I don't think I wanna talk it here, as bringing it up will make myself very angry again... (hey hey cool down !)

Well... hopefully all these things can improve and turn out better then... *sigh*...

Sigh... time flies

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What the hell was I thinking ???

Man, I blew it up again...

This afternoon I went to 1-U with my family for shopping, and when I was strolling around in the supermarket alone, all of a sudden I met with a friend (a girl, quite pretty >.<)whom I haven't seen for some time. We exchanged glances for a couple of seconds, and she reacted swiftly by saying "Hi". And I was too surprised because I didn't expect to see her at that place, and I got nervous, didn't know what to do at that time so I ended up stuck and dunno what to reply her...=_=" ... It took me like 10 seconds to say something back like a "Hello"...

Then next, she asked me where I was admitted to, and I was so tongue-tied I replied her slurrishly. and of course she couldn't hear what I say... then I have to repeat my answer again...

The whole process was witnessed by her dad who was just beside her... I feel so embarassed for pulling out such a slapstick... I gotta admit my mind was in choas too, couldn't focus on what I'm doing. I was like dreaming and not clear of what I'm actually thinking at that moment...

My slurrish oral problem is coming back to me again, maybe it's because of the holidays... I have gained some weight (60 kg now >.<) and I think my jaw muscles and my tongue had slumped due to the lack of proper oral exercises, and also due to the lack of talking to my friends... and also my mind has gone blur and dull once more... man, holidays can make ur mind pretty dull !!!

( I think I should speak more to the mirror, The Sims do it to add their charisma :P )

Big-Mouthed Kai the Raven

Now I finally understood why they call that teen show "So Raven"...

Yesterday (Sunday night) I went to watch a lion dance competition at the Mines Wonderland, and during the performance of the last contestant I joked with my youger sis that "lion dances are the chances you get to see someone fell down from the high platforms"... then after around 5 minutes, the contestants slipped from the highest platform, around 2 meters high...

I was as O_O as the audience around me at that time... never did I expect that it happened so fast after I mentioned that lame joke =_="""

This isn't the 1st time for me being a Big-Mouth, or a Raven...

A few months ago when I was working in S'pore, I joked with my colleague who was walkin home that it's gonna rain by singing songs related with raining... next thing I knew, it rained and she got mad wif me =P

I hope maybe it's just coincidence or lame luck that bad things happen whenever I said negative things about that...

and yeah, a little add-on... My grandpa, a senior wushu coach, says that it rains whenever there's a dragon dance... according to legend it's because the guardian dragons came to visit and gave a blessing to the lands with rain...

2 days ago (Saturday night) it was the finals for the dragon dance competition, and it rained like heck... yesterday the champions performed in the middle of the lion dance competition, and it drizzled a bit... maybe because the dance was performed outdoors, so it didn't rain much... maybe the dragons didn't want to make the dragon dancers wet? heheh this sounds interesting to me =P

Paparazzi...YUCK !

As mentioned in the previous post, sometimes I dislike artists that go hot in a BOOM, but sometimes I pity them for choosing this route as their career. Nope, I have not knocked my head on something hard or anything like that, I'm just viewing this entertainment world in an alternative angle. The reason why I pity those people is because their private lives are now exposed largely all thanks to the "contribution" of the paparazzi. Any tiny puny little "unique" detail that appears in an artist's daily life can become headlines in the entertainment news on the next day...

e.g. Taiwanese artist Van Fan Yi Chen was caught in photo while he was releasing his "tension" in a backstreet alley by paparazzi. Van claimed he had selected an angle where people nearby wouldn't have a chance of taking a look at his XXX easily, but he said that it was the paparazzi who purposedly took his photo in an angle where maximum exposure was achieved. He also stated that he wasn't the one who was making a bad image of himself to the society, but it was the paparazzi who was responsible in this case.

Even though I am not a fan of Van (I dislike him anyway =P), but in this case i agree with what he says.

In my opinion, the media is used to provide and propagate accurate and healthy information to the public. But for the sake of greed, the paparazzi and their employers ( the editors, the boss blah blah blah) had misused this concept to earn the curiousity of the public for their own fortune. To me, the money earned in such a way is filthy, because the money invloves the process of hurting a person's pride and ruining his/her life, and also by spreading animosity and unhealthy messages. Shame on you people !!!

Hey that's just me, so who cares ?! (Vol.01)

Most of the time I hate what most people prefer, espacially when those stuff are what i defined as "short-termed popularity", espacially with artists...

e.g. when some boyband becomes hot in a sudden, and fans come worshipping then more like Gods than idols, my sense of dislike to them will be activated automatically like an automatic toilet flusher... *FLUSH~*

But, of course I'm not that sarcastic to the point where I will go and spread fake rumors about them on the Internet, but I will try my best to evade anything that involves their names cause they make my wanna puke... and also in the process I will attempt to discourage my siblings from worshipping them blindly...

And of course I always give those artists a 2nd chance... what I meant was the next time when they make a new album or something, I will sample a bit of it and see if there's any improvement or not... if it's OK then I will stop blabbering about their bad sides, else... "c ya in da recycle bin, folks !!!* *FLUSH~*

Hey, that's just me, so who cares ?!

Concentration? More like a distraction...

It seems that the Traffic Department of Malaysia has once again proved itself worthy of the title "n00b"...

Sometimes when I pass along an Electronic Traffic Infromation Board ( I made this name up as I don't know the exact name for it, and it's the new toy for Malaysian traffic, a gadget just to inform about the crappy traffic jams in Kuala Lumpur), I will find this message posted on it...

"Sila tumpukan perhatian and kepada pemanduan"

it's in Malay, the official language here and when translated, it becomes...

"Please concentrate on your driving"

Now, how are the drivers gonna concentrate on their driving when they have to be distracted to read this crappy message ? It sounds more like a mere joke then a propaganda message...(which in turn becomes a distraction because the drivers are going to laugh on the spot... and accidents happen, you know...)

Prelude

Everything has it's start... including this blog...

The urge for me to start a blog came when my mind went overloaded with views and ideas, and also dreams and fantasies ... so i decided that it was time I dump some of these into this place...